The heart is hurt and broken. Fix it.

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we’ll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I’ll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we’ll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can’t raise your voice to say

Be back soon.
For all the other things, 90299896.

Many of you know that i had a blog in the past which i keep for a long long time and haven’t been updating for quite some time. There were just too many things i don’t want to remember from the past, the things that i did or the people i was with whom i wasn’t really proud of altogether.

Its not fair for me to just shove the blame to everyone else, i know. Those choices were made by me alone and no one can force me to do the things that i never want to. The least i could do now is to put all that behind me and move forward, move on.

Hence, i spent close to 4 hours thinking and rethinking of whats important and tried to search for some sort of directions. Thoughts are more clearly expressed when penned, i knew i still have to write somehow. I love to write. This is it.

Thank you to everyone who cared so genuinely and who still love me even though i was almost always out of touch.
Thank you for not giving up on me.

In my bleakest moment, i would not have stood tall without you.